Friday, May 9th, 2008
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11:42 am - goddamnit
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fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
For those of you who don't know I am not going to grad school.
current mood:  Fucking fucked
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(3 Pulled the Trigger | Take Aim)
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Sunday, May 4th, 2008
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10:56 am - Dude
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Friday, April 25th, 2008
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10:00 am - HEY!!!! THE FUTURE IS NOW!!!!!
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I AM ALIVE! It is pretty here. Gotta run gonna catch a train or two then fly into london...sit there for a bit...fly to Malaga Spain and then bus to the hotel...WEEEEEE travel. Everyone be safe. DOn't do what I do and fuck you Purdle.
current mood: WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
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(2 Pulled the Trigger | Take Aim)
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Tuesday, April 15th, 2008
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11:48 am - So...
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Purdue said no. I probably wouldn't have gone there anyways. Just as well i guess. COME ON ARIZONA!
Fuck.
current mood:  Fucked and double fucked
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(8 Pulled the Trigger | Take Aim)
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Wednesday, April 9th, 2008
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1:35 pm - And so...
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...begins the insanity that will be the next 3 weeks or so. WOO HOO TRAVEL! Now I am off to Portland (weak way to start off, I know...fuck your mother).
current mood:  confuzzled
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(9 Pulled the Trigger | Take Aim)
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Sunday, April 6th, 2008
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5:51 pm - So.....yeah
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1) THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO CAME OUT!
2) THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO BOUGHT ME DRINKS!
3) SORRY TO ANYONE I MAY HAVE HURT (PHYSICALLY AND/OR EMOTIONALLY)!
4) THANKS AGAIN!
5) I WASN'T HUNG OVER BUT I STILL DO NOT REMEMBER PARTS OF THE EVENING! WOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood: Surprisingly Perky
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(1 Pulled the Trigger | Take Aim)
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Wednesday, April 2nd, 2008
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12:12 am - Hey Boston...
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Fuck you too. Stupid assholes. I'm West coast...I don't need your "This is Boston not New York" bullshit...fucking assholes.
What the fuck am I doing?!
current mood: fucked
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(3 Pulled the Trigger | Take Aim)
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Tuesday, March 11th, 2008
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8:02 am - So...
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Friday, February 22nd, 2008
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8:29 pm - Quick Update
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1) UT Austin...fuck you too.
2) U of A better find money for me soon.
3)I will be staying my second week in Europe in Malaga Spain. Time to learn Spanish.
current mood:  normal
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(4 Pulled the Trigger | Take Aim)
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Friday, February 1st, 2008
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8:06 pm - Reasons why they said no and what I can do next year.
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As you know from correspondence from UC Davis Graduate Studies, the sociology graduate admissions committee regrettably was unable to recommend you for admissions. Although several factors contribute to our evaluations of applicants, two factors contributed the most to our decision not to recommend applicants for admissions:
Lack of currently available major professor in the applicant’s research area
Application not competitive, given the pool of applicants
The department recommends that you consider the following should you decide to reapply to our program next year:
Retake the GRE – aim for higher scores in each subject area
Enroll in additional Sociology courses (either undergraduate or graduate-level)
Strengthen writing samples
current mood:  contemplative
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(3 Pulled the Trigger | Take Aim)
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Tuesday, January 29th, 2008
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5:17 pm - So....
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Saturday, January 26th, 2008
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9:12 pm - Uh.....
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Thursday, November 15th, 2007
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5:30 pm
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Thursday, September 20th, 2007
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12:44 pm - THE SEVEN
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UC Davis
U of A
UT Austin
UNC – Chapel Hill
UW – Madison
Boston University
Purdue
I am so fucked.
current mood: goddamnit
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(Take Aim)
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Thursday, September 13th, 2007
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9:38 am - Holy fuck
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Wednesday, June 20th, 2007
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9:46 pm - I hate
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I hate feeling like this. Like a stupid angsty little shit. Fuck. Time to drink....if Ieat dinner/lunch first.
current mood: Annoyed at self
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(4 Pulled the Trigger | Take Aim)
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Tuesday, June 19th, 2007
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12:22 pm - So, less stress....but just a little
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So I finished my test yesterday. My pretest predicted my Verbal score, my raw socre is a 520 (damn that sucks). My Quantitative score sucked because I was on question 17 of 28 when my timer started flashing 5 minutes. So, I answered 11 questions in 5 minutes. Thus my score for the math section was significantly lower than I expected. I only got a 580 on my math when I should have been in the mid 600s. So, FUCK! If I would have had 10 more minutes I would have been fine. My questions were getting harder so I was doing well.
I feel kind of stupid right now. Like I am the only person on the face o fthe planet who cannot do a fucking standardized test. Maybe academics is not for me. Who knows...I just feel a little disappointed in myself right now. The only I can probably help me is if everyone else in the world fucks up theirs so my percentile ranking goes up. Which would be pretty kick ass. But yeah...I am wondering what the fuck I am doing with myself right now.
I may get a little blog heavy over the next few days so, please, pay no mind.
current mood: down and out
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(4 Pulled the Trigger | Take Aim)
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Monday, June 18th, 2007
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10:58 am - Hey ETS....
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Thursday, June 14th, 2007
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6:32 pm - SO....
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In two weeks I will no longer work at ARN...
yay?
Anyone got a job they need filled? I gots 1.5 years of supervisory experience....eh? Anyone?>
current mood: Nervous and depressed
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(6 Pulled the Trigger | Take Aim)
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Wednesday, June 6th, 2007
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7:28 pm - Hey, fuck you too.
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You passive little fucks.
I can take a lot of criticism (constructive and non) with keeping my mouth shut. I can swallow my pride without much difficulty. But if you keep asking me to assume some of my old duties, i.e. things that you find too tedious to do youself and don't want to give to my replacement, then open up a position that is still a demotion and not offer it to me. Fuck you.
So, FYI for those of you out the fucking loop. I got demoted at ARN because of a shit-ton of reasons they talked to me about once. Then again when they were telling me that they could no longer have me be the supervisor (please note that the majority of their reason had NOTHING to do with my professionalism). I might post the letter written to me by my supervisor Lucas later, if I feel like it. But the gist of it is I got the short end of stick right up my ass. They are a rapidly growing and changing company and they expected me to intuitively know how my position was supposed to change with them. When my intuition was not what they expected they said I had to go. Like I said they had mentioned some issues with me previously. But they didn't ever talk to me about it again until my "Your not fired, but you can't stay here" talk. That was Over four months of me apparently fucking up without them saying anything. Is it just me, or is that unreasonable for a company to have the person in charge of the majority of the profitability fucking up without them saying anything? I thought so. That situation in my opinion is a matter of me swallowing some fucking pride and dealing with it.
NEW DEVELOPMENT: They have opened up a "Subsitute Supervisor" position. They let people turn in a cover letter to apply for the job. WHy I am pissed: They knew from the get go that the current sub. sup. was leaving at the end of the month. They also knew that their primary daytime itnerviewer was leaving the end of the month. THey offer me the fucking interviewer postion. WHAT THE FUCK! Holy fucking shit ass fucking whore monkeys.
I will rant more later but I have to clock off.
current mood: Fucking pissed off
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(Take Aim)
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